ok..Diet, aggrevation, frustration, and getting back on track!Let me start off saying yesterday was the absolute worst day ever for my diet! It seems my stomach turned into a bottomless pitt, and I just kept trying to fill it!
I started off right, Had a bowl of honey bunches of oats with a half cup of milk….good choice-didn’t fill me up…then thats when the trouble began! I said I would munch on some of the kids trail mix, 6g of fat per serving…now I know better…that led to the whole bag 6 serbviongs gone in 5 minutes….What the heck I was so mad…so ok….I got past that waited hours until eatting anything else, had a chkn sandwich, made it on white bread, not sure why, really just an accident, but nonetheless extra calories, and fat….so then I snacked on a half a bag of marshmallows follwed by 7 special k bars, and as if that wasn’t enough, I made dinner and ate well, just disgusted by this time with my lack of will power! I had chkn breast, 1/2 cup noodles, brussel sprouts to punish myself, and a broccoli, carrots, and potatoes mix…That part wasn’t bad, I stole my daughters chocolate out of her hand out of chocolate desperation too! What has come over me! I am not even adding up these calories and fat grams for fear it would set me back, and I would continue on this downward spiral! I will tell you this…As of this morning I was 150.4….so since yesterday morning I gained 2 lbs! What in the world! Ok so I am back on track…I PRAY! I got on the treadmill this am for 15 minutes, and I am gonna set up a new rule for myself- anytime I get on the computer for anything, I MUST walk on the treadmill first for at least 10 minutes! Maybe this will work!
I just wanted to reach 150 nothing more, but you can’t hover around a number, so I choose to keep losing, to maintain, just go to like 143 I thought was a good plan, but it seems like I can’t go down any more, but I sure as heck don’t wanna go up, so for today its salad, and salad, and salad! I will chk in later with ya’ll! Have a great day, and don’t over indulge, its not worth it!
