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You let me by,  I’ll let you by, you let me by, I’ll let you by, this is a constant conversation my thighs have together, I have always always had big thighs, nothing I can ever do will change…. that nothing! Not even the thigh master, tried it! As a teenager, my mom called me Thunder thighs~It would make me so mad and get so angry… so that was what actually forced me to start my dieting process the first time! So this phrase you let me by, I’ll let you by is actually a saying me and my best friend made up one day! About being fat, and having big old thighs that constantly rub together, and hurt after having jeans on all day and walking, and  having the skin rub against the jeans continously! This is a painful experience it has been for a while, to have a friend of mine who also goes through the same thing, yet so stubborn to do a thing about it! Well now I have realized that hey! My thighs are not carrying on these annoying converstaions~or arguments!~ Anymore! This is awesome, I can autally walk and not have them rubbing, irritating each other, and the ointment does not have to follow…I still have big thighs in my opinion, and I always will, but hey they are being good now and staying under control and not causing me any stress, so I will deal with the not so model perfect thighs, and be happy with my new found smaller ones!

Ok, This is a disaster, i was trying to do too much stuff yesterday, and when i finally sat down, welllllll…….Thats basically when I felt like the shovel started moving the food into my mouth…..I watched a movie with my hubby and decided I didn’t want to log my food in my notebook, then said aw heck i’ll just do it tomorrow, and didn’t add up the totals or anything, and now that I just journalled last nights eats, well….I never should have skipped those steps yesterday….should have wrote down my foods, then i KNOW I never would have kept going and ate 2 grilled cheese sand, and PUDDING when I was full already! Ughhhh….so today I told myself I was gonna fast! For  the Hotrods weigh in, I want results! I want the hard work I have done this week to pay off, and to have some kinda progress….so You know a fasting is impossible…lol….but I did do good today and I did curve my eatting habits, and I ate 2 banana to boot….See I can eat the veggies, just not the fruit, weird huh! Well Good night buddies to you all, and good luck with your weekend weigh ins! Angie

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Diet log for 1/17/08
breakfast:
2 pks of grits 200 calories/2.5g

2 special k bars 200 calories/3.5g
lunch:
veggies sub (bread only)with garlic salt and butter spray

pasta fazzoli soup 315 calories/ 3.5g

pretzels  100 calories

dinner:

beans 1/2 cup ff  130 calories

soup 315 calories/3.5g

2 grilled cheese sand bread only 160 ff bread

cheese 120 ffree

snack:

whip cream fat free 25 calories

pudding made with skim milk 100 calories

100 cal pk oreo (1/2) 50 calories/1.5g

red grapefriut juice 130

Daily, I did well, ate sensibly, but ate too much! I should have journalled my food and not have been so lazy as to do it! 2045 calories/16.5fat grams