Frustrated, aggrevated and determined!
I am frustrated, aggrevated, but yet determined! So this week has been an unusual week! It seems as if this week was worse than the last with all that holiday stuff going on! Now at work we have a new (LAZY) manager! She is a nice person, I have no problem with her as a person, yet she doesn’t do any work. My husband says I am stressing over nothing at all, and I need to just lay back and watch and let the stuff fall apart around me! Now I am not one to do this! I like order, peace, and things running smoothly! I like to be in control and ahead of the game, so I know whats what, and be prepared for my daily tasks! Well this new mangaer could not give a flying rats butt about anything! I guess she figures that I will do it (and she is right, because I have to!) and she can lie back and coast through the day! I was up all night last niight with a splitting headache thinking about work! When I am at home I shouldn’t have to worry about work! I am not the manager, I shouldn’t be concerned, yet I am, I have had jobs before where they come in one day and say well your position is gone, and as a matter of a fact so is the whole OFFICE! We are now closed! So I can’t let crap fall apart around me! This has made me a more determined person, to keep things running smoothly, but I cant do it alone! Ok enough ranting….
And on a different note, my son was sick with 104 temp on Saturday, coughing severely on Sunday and Monday, I took him to the dr. on Tuesday evening after work, and before I got home my hubby calls to say oh yeah our child (who is 4) is covered with a rash! What kind? a little here and there? NO!!!!!!!! A FULLL BODDDYYYY RASHHHH! spots everywhere! took him to the dr. and she says it could be a virial rash, alergic reaction to amoxicillan, or roseola! What the heck! Ok so I got through Tuesday, suffered through Wednesday at work, called to ck on my baby hubby said he was fine, rash now is like huge blobs of red all over!, and came home to find out my daughter (10) is crying as soon as I walk in the door! What wrong I ask! She says I HAVE THE SPOTS! UGHHHHH!!! NOW the dr. told me it wasn’t contagious to send my son to school although I did not, and now my daughter has the mysterious could be anything spots! Well its not amoxicillan alergy at least I know that now, and so I guess it has to be viral because it is airborne, she hasn’t drank out of a sippy cup obviously! or eatten after him, he hasn’t eaten a meal in over a week! So Now I wait, I wait for my work conditions to improve, and I wait for my kids to get better, all I can do is wait, yet the stress levels are at an all time high right now with me! My head is exploding, headaches, and aggrevation!
I guess If I get the spots, it will be for the best, then I will be able to VEG out, stay home with the kids, and not worry about work right now! Hmmm doesn’t sound half bad now that I put that into perspective!
I love blogging on here it helps me vent! I think we all need to vent sometimes!
I have not really been eatting at all this week, nerves mainly! I have been doing a phenominal job on my diet I must say, I only ate like 900 calories yesterday and 8 g of fat! Most of those calories was from cocoa pebbles last night! That is my “pretend” junk food! I so love them! I hope to get online more this weekend and stay in touch with my buddies, stay focussed keep your goals in mind, and pray I pull through this mess of a week! Angie
Well I sure am sorry about you going thru all this drama. But you know when you don’t eat enough your body goes into starvation mode and messes with your metabolism. I hope you have a great day.
Namaste!! I know it’s hard dealing with things you have no control over (like an itchy red rash). Hang in there!!
Sounds like a nasty week for you…Go rub yourselves on your kids to get a break :). I have missed you being on here. I hope things get better
OMGoodness, how scary for you and the kids. I’m hoping you all get better there. Kuddos for eating better, just make sure to get the nutrition you need. Especially when you are feeling all this stress.
That new lady in your office should hit the door. Everywhere I’ve worked there seems to be someone “like her” and it makes life so difficult. I hope you take care…hope the kids get better soon.
Angie. I was wondering where you’ve been. Spots! Yikes. No thank you. Blog away sweetie. And please grab some protein with your cocoa pebbles. You’re going to need the strength! Hugs, Ellen
I’m sorry for all your worrying that your having. Hang in there. As for work, I’m the same way if nobody else does it, I will do it. Keeping busy is good.
I hope the rash gets better. I hope you get some rest. I know what it’s like to pull extra work because someone is slacking. Good luck on everything!